raya...?????

erm.. ntah la, its hard to say about raya this year... but yg aq tau raya thun ni mmg jauh skali ngan raya thun2 sblom ni.. hurmm.. never once all my life clbrte raya with my fmly, raya petama x pegi mne duk kat umah je and we all juz eat rendang, nasi impit n kuah kacang n then buat keje masing2.. never i think, but this year.. YES.. jelez kot tgok mmber lain blk kg smbut raya.. pegi umah sedare sana sini.. but me, juz stay tightly at home.. nowhere to go, even pegi ziarah sedara.. mum says, wait for my aunt back from kedah this friday.. n we all go raya on saturday.. n i will go back to kuantan on sunday.. means.. theres only left one day for me.. yeah.. honestly, when this happen to my family, mood raya mcm kurang sgt kat aq.. coz raya look like be the same as usual day.. hurm.. when all of this will chnge.. never mind.. sabar adalah separuh dari iman rite.. mayb ad hkmah atas sume ni..